89 comments Best suga_babyyy 8 mo. I have recently done some really crazy stuff blacked out out this weekend. Getting drunk & making out with my boyfriend - YouTube I haven't asked why and I'm not sure if I should). TlDR : made our with a friend. Reddit, Inc. 2023. It is natural to have a safety net to counteract what has been brought into your marriage. The next morning he sent the recording to my mother. This guy knocked me out cold, right in front of all my coworkers. Today, I cried after trying to make myself feel better about what happened. Writing this is making me feel slightly better but if anyone has any other solutions that would be very helpful, In reply to My boyfriend and I had a by Anonymous (not verified). I did not want to do it but for some reason I agreed. I am calm and sweet and playful and fun mom to some awesome kids that are truly my whole life. But like everything, they are only good in moderation: too much shame hinders us and prevents us from living life fully. I'm 36 now. I figured we would sit on the swings or something, but she starts drinking while we're in the car, so I do the same and we just sit there and listen to music, talk, and drink. Ultimately, your discussion will help you both agree on how you want to act and how you want to proceed. Im very embarrassed and ashamed by my behavior and I literally never wanna drink again. I want to be more than a straight girl she kissed but I also don't want to be a straight girl who thought she is gay because one drunken kiss. Internalized homophobia? We drove separately so apparently I went to my car and drove to the weed dispensary (because I have my medical card) and he said he saw me driving and that I was swerving and he tried to call me but I didnt answer. Wake up with this big scrape on the top of my head and it looks rediculous. Before I start, if you have any suicidal thoughts, please refer to this article http://www.healthyplace.com/suicide/suicide-hotline-phone-numbers/. Thank you. I keep messing things up! Depression, anxiety, etc. I don't care how nice and kind your boyfriend is; he never should have suggested something so disrespectful of you. Getting too personal and sad. The whole time he is asking "is this okay?" Hopefully I got the story across accurately and without too much rambling. Weve been catching up for a few months now since my split with my ex 6 months ago. . I drove last night when i shouldn't have and my check engine light was on. Privacy Policy. Although I've definitely gotten better over the years, and it;s taken years for me to recognise and change, I still think about ordering the strongest drink for 'bang for buck' and I still have a pull inside me that tugs, drink drink drink. This site complies with the HONcode standard for It took me a while to get to the point where I couldnt have another night like that. However I am hoping this was the last incident until I start AA. I was sure he would not notice anything and his wife would probably not either, so I reached over and put my hand on her pussy. I have a similar story. I was aware of how drunk I was but no coherent sentence would come out. The problem when I drink is I feel completely fine until I realise I have drunk way too much and it's bad. While she was there, she told me that the guy told them that I said I wasnt happy in my relationship and THATS why he did what he did (talked to me and followed me around) I dont think I said that. Actions and Reactions. To end the night I left my phone on the tube which was luckily enough picked up by someone who I've managed to contact. My ex left me 2 months ago for another woman, and he knows about this and was appalled by it of course. I know. We went to a club as a group, but Naomi couldn't come. Embarrassing. In reply to I recently just turned 21 by Anonymous (not verified). I'm going to try and be sober for life now, and a part of me feels sad about that. The first time I went past my limit, I was with a new friend and we shared a couple of bottles of soju. I remember having an u comfortable conversation with a friend and spilling too much. Reading these comments make me feel a little better. I covered her up with my jacket. Or that I could even choke on my own throw up (which scared me when she said that bc I thought she found out I threw up, but she meant it as an example, like if I threw up) and have to rely on the others to help me, and that how could I be sure I could I trust any of them to help me since I knew none of them personally and wasnt that close to my friend (though I have a pretty good intuition about people and know she is a good person, so honestly I would trust her bc she already did take care of me and made sure I was ok). I remember them laughing at it but I was just being so idiotic, like that is not something I would normally do at all Im not sure what came over me. One time I could not close my pants and asked the bouncer for help lol It would be so much simpler if I don't feel disgusted and ashamed after thinking about being with her. Thats why Im reading this lol I was so out of control last night I feel like my bf is going to break up with me. Especially because when active in an addiction, people often behave in ways that do not align with their own moral code. the owner of the house called my friends mother (who already doesnt have the best opinion of me, i cant blame her) to drive 45 minutes and come pick us up. Anonymous (36-45) I've been friends with this guy for a few months, we have quite a few mutual friends which is how we met. I have a bit more and mention that I've got a similar feeling. we used to text a lot. I was biting and moaning, and I purposefully left a major hickey on his neck. To someone walking next to me, it might be a bit alarming, but for me, its an instinctive action that actually makes me feel a little better. And everyone heard it. Posted by 18 days ago. I realized her stuff was still in my car the next day, and got it all together to take back. I just dont know what to do now because I feel like an idiot because I told her I liked her, and she doesnt remember but I still have those feelings and I dont know how to bring it up to her. A totally normal human emotion, shame, must be dealt with in order to learn, grow, and move forward from a haunting past. Reddit, Inc. 2023. And then I remember talking to this guy who so happened to be friends with a family friend of mine but he was more than 20 years older than me. Like before it'd always be really quick like 10 second makeout sessions, but these past few times have been much longer and more intense. Im embarrassed. The friendlier part of Reddit. I'm just sad that I'm 36 and still haven't grown out of this behavior. Asking for Support vs. About 2 months ago, she invited me to get a drink with her, and we've had a couple drinks together since then. I love politics, and the whole idea of helping people, but I was banging on about running and trying to encourage other people to run. If you arent able to quickly identify five things you love about yourself, you need to adopt some daily practices to boost our self-esteem. Naomi wanted a relationship again, but James just wanted sex. Exercising instead of drinking, sticking to a healthy daily routine, getting along well with my coworkers. I was still pretty drunk when my memory starts to come back to me later in the night, I tried to leave their house and my dad wouldnt let me drive, then my boyfriend came to pick me up (keep in mind I hadnt answered any of his 15 calls all night and he didnt know where I was,) so when I finally talked to him he was pretty pissed that I wasnt communicating with him, but he picked me up and my family all came out to the street when I got in the car and started yelling at my boyfriend, blaming him for getting me drunk and for me almost leaving to drive to his house even though he didnt know how drunk I was or really anything that happened with me after the bars. She responded to a lot of what I was saying, but not clearly or completely. Reddit and its partners use cookies and similar technologies to provide you with a better experience. Youre not alone at all- and there are lots of resources out there to change youre life. And we already got a message ab how I made his brother uncomfortable because I tugged on his pocket and lied ab us liking each other in childhood. You made the right choice in telling your boyfriend. According to my sisters I came in and started smoking the weed pen and then I fell over and knocked a nightstand over. Privacy Policy. She's not the most talkative person on this subject. New comments cannot be posted and votes cannot be cast. Of course, I ordered the strongest drinks on the menu. I just feel so low and alone and depressed. But its also important to know that drunk-you is, and that there is no lower safe limit of alcohol for people like us. I was furious and argued with him because he wants to bring these things up just to be right, he doesn't care how it makes me feel. Your not alone. I really appreciate it. Ugh this is me right now! I am a foreigner living in a monocultural society, so I stand out regardless of what I do. While drinking I fail to remember that most people including myself have zero political experience and funds to actually participate in an election. And I made a stupid perchance on-line. Thank GOD they left me alone, as I woke up on the sidewalk with the sun coming up and I was able to walk the 20 minutes home with the aid of my phone which I'm so lucky I still had. The other day, there was a fest. You've apologized for your actions and respected the other person's space to process everything. For more information, please see our I convinced myself that I could handle a night of drinking. But for some reason after the restaurant closed I gave him a lift to his house. my mum and her sisters (my aunts) were also present, I believe they are very disappointed in me, my cousins maybe a little but I don't know how will i face my aunties after this ordeal i created. Now all of this. Her life was too crazy for her to have a boyfriend or anything. Make eye contact. She said she thought it was just a thing that happened and she wasn't looking for anything else and that she fucked up and was sorry. Thanks immensely for reading. Im really embarrassed about the things I do sometimes while being drunk, But I do think the more I focus on caring for myself and for others, the shame that is left over can be constructive. Scan this QR code to download the app now. My best friend made out with me when she was drunk. I remember going to another bar and signing up for karaoke but it was too late. I talked with everyone about the things I cant remember. I know my story isnt as bad as the others, but I can not shake this depression I have from whatever the hell happened. I have three days before i go back to work, praying it will some how heal by then. Thank god though nothing but embarrassing conversations and awkward kisses were had but work will definitely be a bit stressful tomorrow, if youre going to be irresponsible like me, please at the very least have people who will look out for you. I sat down next to an old man on the train and my friend stood next to me. In reply to I have a problem with over by Anonymous (not verified), Hopefully this makes you feel better by me saying this but I laughed. It's happened about 5 or 6 times, and it's getting more frequent/intense now. By accepting all cookies, you agree to our use of cookies to deliver and maintain our services and site, improve the quality of Reddit, personalize Reddit content and advertising, and measure the effectiveness of advertising. I woke up with a slight hangover and decided to go to a bar for one Bloody Mary for my hangover. After a few hours, I was able to walk myself home. "Did I really say that?" Luke finds me, and we agree not to talk about what had happened the night before. It is extremely difficult and isolating living in this new country, but I now know I do not want to seek refuge in alcohol anymore. You are not alone. My final memory is being passed out on the sidewalk with these strange men touching me inappropriately and taking full advantage of my helpless state. Whether I lose money, friends, respect, or jobs, I sure as hell don't gain anything. But after I start downing beer (and remember, I drank like a pint of whiskey before hand), I start losing my inhibitions. I remember going straight up to my crush and saying something flirty in Spanish. The friend now tries to get me intoxicated so that we might repeat that night.
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